[Produced by Anno Domini Beats]
[Verse]
Its just me alone at night
Looking at my phone thinking what should i type
Do they really wanna know about my life
Do they really wanna know my struggle and strive
My hustle and my pride
Use to hustle all the time
Use to gamble my life
Always on a ride or die
Them days i could gone prison
These days Im on a mission
Now I've got a clearer vision
It looks like its me thats winning
Cos I'm doing better then i use to
Started getting off the streets but i still move food
But you probably do what i do
So you probably understand my views
Tryna find a rizla so i can roll a zoot
Close my eyes i can see me cruising in the coupe
With a nice girl and I'm smelling like the joop
Have a big studio with a proper booth
Not just a little set-up in my room
But I'm happy cos I'm in my groove
Love to my mummy nine months in her womb
So i want to make her life bloom
And get loads of money so i can spoil her
Whatever she wants get her all of it
All the shoes all the dresses all of it
These the thoughts that run thru my head when i sit
Here in my room alone at night
Wishing that i could go and see all these sights
Smoking on this weed wasting my life
But my life a pain so I've gotta get high
Dont ask my why?
Just hug me if you see me cry
Tell me your be by my side
Tell me that you've got my life
Tell me that you've got my soul
Can you pick me up from this hole
To get to the top is my goal
So ive gotta keep my self on a roll
Gotta keep myself on a move
Still got love for dee and proove
I ain't never gonna lose
I've got hundreds of these tunes
I've got hundred of these flows
I'm just tryna get dat dough
Get myself some new clothes
Also for my sis and bros
My nephew and my nieces
Take them to the beaches
Can't wait to releases this
This deep ish this deep ish
This real sh**
This trill sh**
Just tryna make a mill quick
Im tryna get me rich I'm tryna get me rich
Tryna get a mansion
With an expansion
Enough from for my faction
Cos its family over fashion
Hopefully the comebacks satisfaction
All you hear is pain when me and the mic have interactions
So if your a distraction
You can't be in my companion
Your acting like a speed-bump
Your acting like a chump
These thoughts in my head there building up
Sitting here head down and im feeling stuck, sitting here head down and I'm feeling stuck
No money at the mo feeling bruck
Feels like feltzyy wants to give up
Cos right now I've had enough
And i ain't got no one to pick me up
I dont drink but I've got thoughts of me getting drunk
Chain-smoking on this skunk
Eating all this junk
Not eating breakfast or lunch, not eating breakfast or lunch
Cos I'm here doing music what i love to do
Wishing to myself that ill make it through
Even though i know the haters want me to lose
But I'm here doing me what else do i have to prove
I dont know let me know what do you think?
I dont know let me know what do you think?
Just let me know what you think
Cos i ain't stopping anytime soon
[Outro]
Yeah
Feltz
I'm just letting you know what happens in my room and I'm on my own man
I'm just smoking that weed and these thoughts just hit my brain and sh** man
You know I'm just letting you know how i feel init
So f** the haters