[Produced by Anno Domini Beats] [Verse] Its just me alone at night Looking at my phone thinking what should i type Do they really wanna know about my life Do they really wanna know my struggle and strive My hustle and my pride Use to hustle all the time Use to gamble my life Always on a ride or die Them days i could gone prison These days Im on a mission Now I've got a clearer vision It looks like its me thats winning Cos I'm doing better then i use to Started getting off the streets but i still move food But you probably do what i do So you probably understand my views Tryna find a rizla so i can roll a zoot Close my eyes i can see me cruising in the coupe With a nice girl and I'm smelling like the joop Have a big studio with a proper booth Not just a little set-up in my room But I'm happy cos I'm in my groove Love to my mummy nine months in her womb So i want to make her life bloom And get loads of money so i can spoil her Whatever she wants get her all of it All the shoes all the dresses all of it These the thoughts that run thru my head when i sit Here in my room alone at night Wishing that i could go and see all these sights Smoking on this weed wasting my life But my life a pain so I've gotta get high Dont ask my why? Just hug me if you see me cry Tell me your be by my side Tell me that you've got my life Tell me that you've got my soul Can you pick me up from this hole To get to the top is my goal So ive gotta keep my self on a roll Gotta keep myself on a move Still got love for dee and proove I ain't never gonna lose I've got hundreds of these tunes I've got hundred of these flows I'm just tryna get dat dough Get myself some new clothes Also for my sis and bros My nephew and my nieces Take them to the beaches Can't wait to releases this This deep ish this deep ish This real sh** This trill sh** Just tryna make a mill quick Im tryna get me rich I'm tryna get me rich Tryna get a mansion With an expansion Enough from for my faction Cos its family over fashion Hopefully the comebacks satisfaction All you hear is pain when me and the mic have interactions So if your a distraction You can't be in my companion Your acting like a speed-bump Your acting like a chump These thoughts in my head there building up Sitting here head down and im feeling stuck, sitting here head down and I'm feeling stuck No money at the mo feeling bruck Feels like feltzyy wants to give up Cos right now I've had enough And i ain't got no one to pick me up I dont drink but I've got thoughts of me getting drunk Chain-smoking on this skunk Eating all this junk Not eating breakfast or lunch, not eating breakfast or lunch Cos I'm here doing music what i love to do Wishing to myself that ill make it through Even though i know the haters want me to lose But I'm here doing me what else do i have to prove I dont know let me know what do you think? I dont know let me know what do you think? Just let me know what you think Cos i ain't stopping anytime soon [Outro] Yeah Feltz I'm just letting you know what happens in my room and I'm on my own man I'm just smoking that weed and these thoughts just hit my brain and sh** man You know I'm just letting you know how i feel init So f** the haters