Tired of all of this bull sh*t man
Started off with my family
And now everybody in my inner circle
Always handin me all this calamity
Trying to get my mind right
Ex girl kind of damaged me
And now they hand me drinks
And I've been hammerin' just to deal with all this insanity
Can't believe I'm still here
Honestly I didn't plan to me
I'm standing in the mirror with a knife in hand
And I'm just trying to find the fu*king man in me
Last fall gave my mama a call
Told her and dad I didn't wanna live at all
That was the first time we really talked
She said something something they couldn't stand to see
I fell in love with my best friend
Obviously that sh*t was bad for me
Because she fell in love with my best friend
And honestly that sh*t was sad to see
Because now I think she's living in a fantasy
Because her man to be wasn't the man to be
And she got lose and she ran to me
But now I'm over her like a canopy
Sorry ma, that's just the way it goes
But c'mon now man you know the game
Don't make it sound, I'll still be around
Just to hold you down when you show the pain
Honestly if I'm being honest
I think I already found my Novocain
But she some states away
But I'll be patient hey
I'm thinking bout her me nova rain
Afro in the back yo, couple months I'll bring you back home
Right now girl it's grind time
Can't come first like Lazlo
Trying to stay focused in my lane bro
Hoping I can get away from my past bro
But these a**holes on my ass yo
Got me swervin trying not to crash
Speaking of focus man
Ya I know the fam say they working hard
But they don't show it man
And I know the plan was to go and make this music
But they don't promote it man
I'm trying to build an empire with a golden hammer
Ain't nobody helpin so I'm soloin
I'm up at every show up to every show in this polo with this PA right up on my shoulders man
Yes I got it on my back to but what's the point of all this damn waiting
You all get under my skin like a tattoo
Gotta scratch this itch cuz I'm irritated
What's the point of being a producer man
If you never show what you're producing man
And what's the point of getting cancelled
Shoot ur man if you don't ever want to face the music man
Team work make the dream work
But if the team don't work we hurt
But what's the point of having that team man if we never think about we first
What's the point of having that website if you never go on the web right
I gotta keep on writing with the lead just to keep you inside my head right
I just wanna breathe
I just wanna live
I just wanna leave
Why am I even like this?
Why have I been so quiet?
Why did I even write this?
I'm so indecisive I don't really know
All I do is show
All i really hope is all we do is grow
than all we do is love
Time will tell
until then all I really know is
(Chorus) Respiration
Everybody Breathe
Inhale, Inhale, Inhale, Inhale
Respiration
That's what everybody needs
Inhale, Inhale, Inhale, Inhale
Respiration
Go on everybody Breathe
Inhale, Inhale, Inhale, Inhale
Respiration
That's what everybody needs
Inhale, Inhale, Inhale, Inhale oohh I
Man I'm tired of living this
Day to day mission sh*t
That's why ni**as keep pistol gripped
I shoulda been listenin'
Cuz a 9-5 ain't good as 9-5
So there's fog here behind my eyes
Got me stuck in cognitive dissonance
Baby girl hungry cuz ain't enough in the kitchen man
Old lady cryin' just trying to afford Christmas and
Homie said his crew got moves
and I should stick with them
I don't hop in a boat unless I know who I'm fishin' with
'Preciate the offer but thats the life I'm off of
Cuz what would I have to offer
If I get offed in a coffin
Disobeying my promise
That type of life hold you hostage
And going through years and years within my peers
Is affecting my posture
I'm just saying I'm tired of making this rhyming posture
This day to day just trying to make it and getting lost
And then toss up all of this bless us is spinning increasing in costing
This job ain't paying what I thought
This stupid car ain't even working even though I just bought it
My baby girl got the flu and even worse I just caught it
Keep your chin up lil ni**a that's what I was taught
But it gets harder everyday for a ni**a to kick that can out
You've been there for so long
You're used to that handout
Get the blue prints on the table wondering why it didn't plan out
Life is a movie if you're able, you just try to make it out pan out
Oh I,
(Chorus) Respiration
Everybody Breathe
Inhale, Inhale, Inhale, Inhale
Respiration
That's what everybody needs
Inhale, Inhale, Inhale, Inhale
Respiration
Go on everybody Breathe
Inhale, Inhale, Inhale, Inhale
Respiration
That's what everybody needs
Inhale, Inhale, Inhale, Inhale oohh I