Fade Green - Respiration lyrics

Tired of all of this bull sh*t man Started off with my family And now everybody in my inner circle Always handin me all this calamity Trying to get my mind right Ex girl kind of damaged me And now they hand me drinks And I've been hammerin' just to deal with all this insanity Can't believe I'm still here Honestly I didn't plan to me I'm standing in the mirror with a knife in hand And I'm just trying to find the fu*king man in me Last fall gave my mama a call Told her and dad I didn't wanna live at all That was the first time we really talked She said something something they couldn't stand to see I fell in love with my best friend Obviously that sh*t was bad for me Because she fell in love with my best friend And honestly that sh*t was sad to see Because now I think she's living in a fantasy Because her man to be wasn't the man to be And she got lose and she ran to me But now I'm over her like a canopy Sorry ma, that's just the way it goes But c'mon now man you know the game Don't make it sound, I'll still be around Just to hold you down when you show the pain Honestly if I'm being honest I think I already found my Novocain But she some states away But I'll be patient hey I'm thinking bout her me nova rain Afro in the back yo, couple months I'll bring you back home Right now girl it's grind time Can't come first like Lazlo Trying to stay focused in my lane bro Hoping I can get away from my past bro But these a**holes on my ass yo Got me swervin trying not to crash Speaking of focus man Ya I know the fam say they working hard But they don't show it man And I know the plan was to go and make this music But they don't promote it man I'm trying to build an empire with a golden hammer Ain't nobody helpin so I'm soloin I'm up at every show up to every show in this polo with this PA right up on my shoulders man Yes I got it on my back to but what's the point of all this damn waiting You all get under my skin like a tattoo Gotta scratch this itch cuz I'm irritated What's the point of being a producer man If you never show what you're producing man And what's the point of getting cancelled Shoot ur man if you don't ever want to face the music man Team work make the dream work But if the team don't work we hurt But what's the point of having that team man if we never think about we first What's the point of having that website if you never go on the web right I gotta keep on writing with the lead just to keep you inside my head right I just wanna breathe I just wanna live I just wanna leave Why am I even like this? Why have I been so quiet? Why did I even write this? I'm so indecisive I don't really know All I do is show All i really hope is all we do is grow than all we do is love Time will tell until then all I really know is (Chorus) Respiration Everybody Breathe Inhale, Inhale, Inhale, Inhale Respiration That's what everybody needs Inhale, Inhale, Inhale, Inhale Respiration Go on everybody Breathe Inhale, Inhale, Inhale, Inhale Respiration That's what everybody needs Inhale, Inhale, Inhale, Inhale oohh I Man I'm tired of living this Day to day mission sh*t That's why ni**as keep pistol gripped I shoulda been listenin' Cuz a 9-5 ain't good as 9-5 So there's fog here behind my eyes Got me stuck in cognitive dissonance Baby girl hungry cuz ain't enough in the kitchen man Old lady cryin' just trying to afford Christmas and Homie said his crew got moves and I should stick with them I don't hop in a boat unless I know who I'm fishin' with 'Preciate the offer but thats the life I'm off of Cuz what would I have to offer If I get offed in a coffin Disobeying my promise That type of life hold you hostage And going through years and years within my peers Is affecting my posture I'm just saying I'm tired of making this rhyming posture This day to day just trying to make it and getting lost And then toss up all of this bless us is spinning increasing in costing This job ain't paying what I thought This stupid car ain't even working even though I just bought it My baby girl got the flu and even worse I just caught it Keep your chin up lil ni**a that's what I was taught But it gets harder everyday for a ni**a to kick that can out You've been there for so long You're used to that handout Get the blue prints on the table wondering why it didn't plan out Life is a movie if you're able, you just try to make it out pan out Oh I, (Chorus) Respiration Everybody Breathe Inhale, Inhale, Inhale, Inhale Respiration That's what everybody needs Inhale, Inhale, Inhale, Inhale Respiration Go on everybody Breathe Inhale, Inhale, Inhale, Inhale Respiration That's what everybody needs Inhale, Inhale, Inhale, Inhale oohh I