[Verse 1: Erk tha Jerk]
Drown my issues in my henn, I got issues with my friends
I was only making music didn't use it to fit in
I got cases I got kids, Lots of places I ain't been
Some nights I don't think I'll make it, guess it really all depends
If them police get behind me and they find that sh** again
f** that hard time n***a ain't no winning in the pen
Ain't no kush, ain't no business, no tucking my daughters in
Ain't no reason I missed church Lord forgive me for my sins
That maintenance was getting crazy so I traded in my Benz
Just tell my cousin I'm sorry I kept f**ing all her friends
I just got it bad for them hood girls, f**ing over them good girls
Naw I never meant to break your heart I'd take it back if I could girl
I promise I'm just honest I just call it like I see it
I ain't got no f**ing patience, I got way too many sneakers
I'm on the verge of winning but I'm so afraid of losing
I light 'em every other minute to balance out my confusion
Yeah they play my sh** at home, but its way too many politics
Way too many counterfeit, n***as on they power trip
I am smoking good
Watch how loud it get, I'm medicated
I'm down for this, I'm dedicated
Middle fingers to the n***as that doubted it