[Verse 1: Erk tha Jerk] Drown my issues in my henn, I got issues with my friends I was only making music didn't use it to fit in I got cases I got kids, Lots of places I ain't been Some nights I don't think I'll make it, guess it really all depends If them police get behind me and they find that sh** again f** that hard time n***a ain't no winning in the pen Ain't no kush, ain't no business, no tucking my daughters in Ain't no reason I missed church Lord forgive me for my sins That maintenance was getting crazy so I traded in my Benz Just tell my cousin I'm sorry I kept f**ing all her friends I just got it bad for them hood girls, f**ing over them good girls Naw I never meant to break your heart I'd take it back if I could girl I promise I'm just honest I just call it like I see it I ain't got no f**ing patience, I got way too many sneakers I'm on the verge of winning but I'm so afraid of losing I light 'em every other minute to balance out my confusion Yeah they play my sh** at home, but its way too many politics Way too many counterfeit, n***as on they power trip I am smoking good Watch how loud it get, I'm medicated I'm down for this, I'm dedicated Middle fingers to the n***as that doubted it