V1
A million miles away
It feels like that
3,044 to be exact
I've been moving so fast
Finger couldn't follow on the map
Told her that I'd be home and I never came back
That's a promise, like all the others I never kept
I'm asking for second chances again
No surprise why she left
She was willing to chase me across the globe
As long as I was hers, and hers alone
Seen the winter snow
Felt the summer heat
All in a matter of weeks
Lost touch with reality and the inner me
February 14th she hopped on a plane
She flew to Texas for Valentines Day
She did everything she could to try to save us
Forced to move back home I had no money saved up
Like how can you work this hard,
Just to be back at mom's?
I feel like I fu*ked up, where'd my life go wrong? (damn)
Feel like I had a mental break
Like what's real, what's fake?
Chorus (2X)
It's the same old sh*t every time you come back to me
Identity crisis, out of my head
On the edge of the bed like, why'd you go and have to leave?
I pushed you away, I should have let you in
V2
My friends told me that they've seen you
Also that you weren't alone
I told em' that I wish they hadn't told me that
Avoid goodbye's by sneaking out, I'm going home
I feel like I wake up and it's a new season
Fine line between hibernating and oversleeping
Scenarios I made, I wish I didn't see them
Try my hardest not to think what she does on the weekends
Now that it is not with me
I think of how things were and how they ought' to be
How wrong I was
Should be on both knees
Maybe on just one
Putting on that ring
Been doing all the things that make you die younger
Very rarely decline, ask me to try something
Is he kidding? Half of me isn't
Wonder when the habit meets the addict if I'll know the difference
She don't believe a word I say
No ground to stand on these days
Chorus 2X