Early Adopted - Fault lyrics

V1 A million miles away It feels like that 3,044 to be exact I've been moving so fast Finger couldn't follow on the map Told her that I'd be home and I never came back That's a promise, like all the others I never kept I'm asking for second chances again No surprise why she left She was willing to chase me across the globe As long as I was hers, and hers alone Seen the winter snow Felt the summer heat All in a matter of weeks Lost touch with reality and the inner me February 14th she hopped on a plane She flew to Texas for Valentines Day She did everything she could to try to save us Forced to move back home I had no money saved up Like how can you work this hard, Just to be back at mom's? I feel like I fu*ked up, where'd my life go wrong? (damn) Feel like I had a mental break Like what's real, what's fake? Chorus (2X) It's the same old sh*t every time you come back to me Identity crisis, out of my head On the edge of the bed like, why'd you go and have to leave? I pushed you away, I should have let you in V2 My friends told me that they've seen you Also that you weren't alone I told em' that I wish they hadn't told me that Avoid goodbye's by sneaking out, I'm going home I feel like I wake up and it's a new season Fine line between hibernating and oversleeping Scenarios I made, I wish I didn't see them Try my hardest not to think what she does on the weekends Now that it is not with me I think of how things were and how they ought' to be How wrong I was Should be on both knees Maybe on just one Putting on that ring Been doing all the things that make you die younger Very rarely decline, ask me to try something Is he kidding? Half of me isn't Wonder when the habit meets the addict if I'll know the difference She don't believe a word I say No ground to stand on these days Chorus 2X