The search goes on....
And I hope I choke on every word I wrote
Grant that I may find peace in this world
Peace at last, lay this weary heart to rest
I want to be no more
Through these days I can push on
But I'm afraid the meaning is gone
No longer can I bear to think
Disenchanted by memories of countless failures
And unrequited love
I've been self-condemned to wander this disgusting world
Graceless, godless, void of any faith
Only to find nothing at the end of the rope
I want to be no more
Through these nights I lay in wait
My heart burns to forget...
Alone, alone at last, alone in this f**ing world
Is this truly what I want?
When her eyes mean nothing to me, the stars mean nothing to me
And I can't find the will to breathe
The search goes on...