The search goes on.... And I hope I choke on every word I wrote Grant that I may find peace in this world Peace at last, lay this weary heart to rest I want to be no more Through these days I can push on But I'm afraid the meaning is gone No longer can I bear to think Disenchanted by memories of countless failures And unrequited love I've been self-condemned to wander this disgusting world Graceless, godless, void of any faith Only to find nothing at the end of the rope I want to be no more Through these nights I lay in wait My heart burns to forget... Alone, alone at last, alone in this f**ing world Is this truly what I want? When her eyes mean nothing to me, the stars mean nothing to me And I can't find the will to breathe The search goes on...