I don't know what to do
I'm infatuated with you
Every time I think I remember
The way you hurt me is still
The most special thing
This is not how to be
You have made me sick with envy
This f**ing sh** that you can handle
Has torn me apart and left me
On the bathroom floor
'Cuz this is absurd to treat you holy
You listen to words spoken blindly
I swear no one can hear
What I think is bringing a tear
I'll just go to sleep foretting
The spell I'm under is still
My favorite feeling