Dead Lemming Lounge - Infatuated lyrics

I don't know what to do I'm infatuated with you Every time I think I remember The way you hurt me is still The most special thing This is not how to be You have made me sick with envy This f**ing sh** that you can handle Has torn me apart and left me On the bathroom floor 'Cuz this is absurd to treat you holy You listen to words spoken blindly I swear no one can hear What I think is bringing a tear I'll just go to sleep foretting The spell I'm under is still My favorite feeling