All i ever wanted in life, is a f**ing friend
Someone to depend on when my life, reaches an end
But instead, I was sent to fend during my descend
All by myself, so I picked up the pen, and tried to end
All the bullsh**, making me depressed and repressed
From everyone, I tell myself I am blessed, when at best
I'm just good enough to compete with local rappers
I hope to shatter your mind, but I feel it don't matter
How hard I try sometimes cause my mind says I'm whacker
Than Chronic Ry, so I get high, phone dry, no chatter
Between me and anyone, I'm just left with my thoughts
My pen, pad, this heavy blunt, trying to find a spot
In this game, you diss, I would run, cause I was taught
By myself to destroy anyone dissing my sh**
So I deploy rhymes to annoy and make you cry b**h
And I enjoy it, cause I got nothing to lose, so try and defy THIS
I do all this rap sh**, all by myself
Pick up the pen, strap in, all by myself
Getting all these stacks big, without no help
I do my attacking, without no help
Talking all this smack b**h! With no one else
I'm a lonely white trash kid, with no one else
Doin all this rap sh**, without no help
Doing all this rap sh**, all by myself
But I don't need no support to k** this f** in beat
I speak free with no consort, it's chill, but trust in me
If you impede, I'll distort and drill you, shut in these
f**ers out of my life, so as you mock what I write
Think: Do you know strife? do you fight each night to gain might
And respect? Do you know what it's like to pick up the mic
And know some people spite, and only listen to strike
You, I'm chasing my dream, I'd like support, not a fight
But these f**ers making fun, and just s**ers taking none
They can't take from me, I've had my f**s forsaken hun
Because I suffer shaping puns, cover taking some
Is ideal cause I'm a f**ing gunner facing front
Aflutter waiting from birth to shutter hating sons
And I've waited way to long to stop playing around
And start saying astounding raps, I'm not paying an ounce
To those hating about, cause I'm proud saying my sound, cause I
I do all this rap sh**, all by myself
Pick up the pen, strap in, all by myself
Getting all these stacks big, without no help
I do my attacking, without no help
Talking all this smack b**h! With no one else
I'm a lonely white trash kid, with no one else
Doin all this rap sh**, without no help
Doing all this rap sh**, all by myself
Since I was young, awkward and shy is how I've acted
So I'd just comply and try to keep from attractin'
Any attention cause my mind can't buy a fraction
Of content, it's denied, fried inside, then extracted
So I'd just keep to myself, I was afraid to
Speak my thoughts, cause I'd weaken if what I said, they viewed
Cheap or meek, I'd critique no one, then I one day knew
I reached my peak, so I seeked for weeks, 'til I made new
Goals for myself which added more meaning to my life
My old soul was pulled, now no more beatings, no more strikes
At me without a full strike back, sleeping less each night
Cause I'm not whole without rap, I'm feigning for the lime light
I work so hard forming bars, chasing my f**ing dream
No friends, just scars and bizarre marks, you ain't touching me
I start each song pouring my heart I got nothing Be-
Leave me, I got my spar and bars, and need no f**ing team Cause I
I do all this rap sh**, all by myself
Pick up the pen, strap in, all by myself
Getting all these stacks big, without no help
I do my attacking, without no help
Talking all this smack b**h! With no one else
I'm a lonely white trash kid, with no one else
Doin all this rap sh**, without no help
Doing all this rap sh**, all by myself