DannyEB Beats - All By Myself lyrics

All i ever wanted in life, is a f**ing friend Someone to depend on when my life, reaches an end But instead, I was sent to fend during my descend All by myself, so I picked up the pen, and tried to end All the bullsh**, making me depressed and repressed From everyone, I tell myself I am blessed, when at best I'm just good enough to compete with local rappers I hope to shatter your mind, but I feel it don't matter How hard I try sometimes cause my mind says I'm whacker Than Chronic Ry, so I get high, phone dry, no chatter Between me and anyone, I'm just left with my thoughts My pen, pad, this heavy blunt, trying to find a spot In this game, you diss, I would run, cause I was taught By myself to destroy anyone dissing my sh** So I deploy rhymes to annoy and make you cry b**h And I enjoy it, cause I got nothing to lose, so try and defy THIS I do all this rap sh**, all by myself Pick up the pen, strap in, all by myself Getting all these stacks big, without no help I do my attacking, without no help Talking all this smack b**h! With no one else I'm a lonely white trash kid, with no one else Doin all this rap sh**, without no help Doing all this rap sh**, all by myself But I don't need no support to k** this f** in beat I speak free with no consort, it's chill, but trust in me If you impede, I'll distort and drill you, shut in these f**ers out of my life, so as you mock what I write Think: Do you know strife? do you fight each night to gain might And respect? Do you know what it's like to pick up the mic And know some people spite, and only listen to strike You, I'm chasing my dream, I'd like support, not a fight But these f**ers making fun, and just s**ers taking none They can't take from me, I've had my f**s forsaken hun Because I suffer shaping puns, cover taking some Is ideal cause I'm a f**ing gunner facing front Aflutter waiting from birth to shutter hating sons And I've waited way to long to stop playing around And start saying astounding raps, I'm not paying an ounce To those hating about, cause I'm proud saying my sound, cause I I do all this rap sh**, all by myself Pick up the pen, strap in, all by myself Getting all these stacks big, without no help I do my attacking, without no help Talking all this smack b**h! With no one else I'm a lonely white trash kid, with no one else Doin all this rap sh**, without no help Doing all this rap sh**, all by myself Since I was young, awkward and shy is how I've acted So I'd just comply and try to keep from attractin' Any attention cause my mind can't buy a fraction Of content, it's denied, fried inside, then extracted So I'd just keep to myself, I was afraid to Speak my thoughts, cause I'd weaken if what I said, they viewed Cheap or meek, I'd critique no one, then I one day knew I reached my peak, so I seeked for weeks, 'til I made new Goals for myself which added more meaning to my life My old soul was pulled, now no more beatings, no more strikes At me without a full strike back, sleeping less each night Cause I'm not whole without rap, I'm feigning for the lime light I work so hard forming bars, chasing my f**ing dream No friends, just scars and bizarre marks, you ain't touching me I start each song pouring my heart I got nothing Be- Leave me, I got my spar and bars, and need no f**ing team Cause I I do all this rap sh**, all by myself Pick up the pen, strap in, all by myself Getting all these stacks big, without no help I do my attacking, without no help Talking all this smack b**h! With no one else I'm a lonely white trash kid, with no one else Doin all this rap sh**, without no help Doing all this rap sh**, all by myself