{verse 1}
I wrote this as a letter to my dad
I want you to know i love you despite our differences
Sad we had to argue so much
Had to get out of touch
But as i'm older i realize it don't matter
Matter of fact i know you love me
I know you always did, but we both have some issues
And we said some stupid sh*t over the years, fu*k it
We shed some tears, fu*k it
We just got to spend time together while we're here, so fu*k it
I love you dad, i fu*king do
If i could pick anyone in the world, no way i wouldn't choose you
You just didn't know what to do
When mommy died and you had to be a mommy too
Still you tried, you tried your best
But when we had to live together, we were put to the test
Who would've guessed, that life would treat us like this
It's made me fu*king depressed, but i hope
I really hope you're happy
I hope you find joy in your day, sh*t even when it's crappy
You deserve it. you really do, dad, you really do
Always wished that you knew, that's why i wrote this song
This is my letter to you
I always wished that you knew, that's why i wrote this song
{verse 2}
I wrote this as a letter to my mom
I hope that you knew, i loved you, cause sh*t i handled it wrong
Was distant when i would visit, didn't think it was fair
Just hoping now that you listen, momma tell me are you there?
I fu*king need you, so many questions on my mind
Why did i leave you? sh*t we just never had the time
Hope you could see through, i really wasn't doing fine
Knew other parents they died, not that it happened to me too
I know i never visit your tomb
sh*t i guess i just can’t accept a stone’s the mom that i knew
That you’re gone, for real
Just finding it harder and harder to feel
Always wished that i could
I always kept it all inside, and i know you understood
If i could get just one more day with you, you know that i would
Cause sh*t my heart can’t understand that it’s just over for good
fu*k
And now you'll never get to see me having kids of my own
sh*t
I know that this is what i'd said if i could call you on my phone
I always wished that you knew
That’s why i wrote this song, this is my letter to you
I always wished that you knew
That’s why i wrote this song