{verse 1} I wrote this as a letter to my dad I want you to know i love you despite our differences Sad we had to argue so much Had to get out of touch But as i'm older i realize it don't matter Matter of fact i know you love me I know you always did, but we both have some issues And we said some stupid sh*t over the years, fu*k it We shed some tears, fu*k it We just got to spend time together while we're here, so fu*k it I love you dad, i fu*king do If i could pick anyone in the world, no way i wouldn't choose you You just didn't know what to do When mommy died and you had to be a mommy too Still you tried, you tried your best But when we had to live together, we were put to the test Who would've guessed, that life would treat us like this It's made me fu*king depressed, but i hope I really hope you're happy I hope you find joy in your day, sh*t even when it's crappy You deserve it. you really do, dad, you really do Always wished that you knew, that's why i wrote this song This is my letter to you I always wished that you knew, that's why i wrote this song {verse 2} I wrote this as a letter to my mom I hope that you knew, i loved you, cause sh*t i handled it wrong Was distant when i would visit, didn't think it was fair Just hoping now that you listen, momma tell me are you there? I fu*king need you, so many questions on my mind Why did i leave you? sh*t we just never had the time Hope you could see through, i really wasn't doing fine Knew other parents they died, not that it happened to me too I know i never visit your tomb sh*t i guess i just can’t accept a stone’s the mom that i knew That you’re gone, for real Just finding it harder and harder to feel Always wished that i could I always kept it all inside, and i know you understood If i could get just one more day with you, you know that i would Cause sh*t my heart can’t understand that it’s just over for good fu*k And now you'll never get to see me having kids of my own sh*t I know that this is what i'd said if i could call you on my phone I always wished that you knew That’s why i wrote this song, this is my letter to you I always wished that you knew That’s why i wrote this song