Mindset toxic
Caustic, corrosive
A time set, catastrophic
A dark bet made, goin' neurotic
I fade,into a haze
Of emotion, this dark devotion
Intensity, this dark potion
In an ocean of nonstop motion
Greed is contagious
An induced state
Eyes constrict
A f**in' narcotic
Leaves me numb,hypnotic
Course through my veins the feelin' harmonic
Then the mood becomes demonic
I vomit, crawlin in my skin
Nothing can relieve
I can't believe
I struggle to breathe
Tighten in my chest
Suppressed
I am under distress
Pearls of sweat
Collect, all you can hear is my panicked breaths
I confess
This affliction
My addiction
My dark devotion
I am full of raw emotion
Im caged up, thrash behind the wall
Im fed up, try to keep my head up doll
Even though im stuck in a stall
My world so small, i could hold it
Physic's law
Withdraw
In my own prison
I lost vision, and came to a life changing decision
I could end this dark devotion
I could end the chaotic rush of emotions
I could end the feeling of loneliness, hopeleness
The mental agony, stripped me of my self respect, and dignity
I was raised up, dashed through the halls
I was crazed up, crashed through the fall
As i gaze up, h**n bashed me in the jaw
Kicked in the teeth when im down
I was tricked, lead me nowhere in this forbidden town
Pushed into the deep to drown without a sound
Buried alive in the ground never to be found
Tar black as d**h itself
Heroin you haunt me
You taunt me
But you'll never drown me
I'll never fall again into your dark devotion