Cosmic devotion - Dark devotion lyrics

Mindset toxic Caustic, corrosive A time set, catastrophic A dark bet made, goin' neurotic I fade,into a haze Of emotion, this dark devotion Intensity, this dark potion In an ocean of nonstop motion Greed is contagious An induced state Eyes constrict A f**in' narcotic Leaves me numb,hypnotic Course through my veins the feelin' harmonic Then the mood becomes demonic I vomit, crawlin in my skin Nothing can relieve I can't believe I struggle to breathe Tighten in my chest Suppressed I am under distress Pearls of sweat Collect, all you can hear is my panicked breaths I confess This affliction My addiction My dark devotion I am full of raw emotion Im caged up, thrash behind the wall Im fed up, try to keep my head up doll Even though im stuck in a stall My world so small, i could hold it Physic's law Withdraw In my own prison I lost vision, and came to a life changing decision I could end this dark devotion I could end the chaotic rush of emotions I could end the feeling of loneliness, hopeleness The mental agony, stripped me of my self respect, and dignity I was raised up, dashed through the halls I was crazed up, crashed through the fall As i gaze up, h**n bashed me in the jaw Kicked in the teeth when im down I was tricked, lead me nowhere in this forbidden town Pushed into the deep to drown without a sound Buried alive in the ground never to be found Tar black as d**h itself Heroin you haunt me You taunt me But you'll never drown me I'll never fall again into your dark devotion