{Hook}
Im dancing with the devil by the river with my soul
My mind is racing
Contemplating
I can't take control
Cause everywhere i go i see the same ole sh**
Tryna wash away these demons
Jesus better come quick
Because Im dancing with the devil by the river with my soul
My mind is racing
Contemplating i can't take control
Cause everywhere i go i see the same ole sh**
You ain't really living
If you ain't tryna get rich
{Verse 1}
I keep going to the river when its cold outside
Fogs in the air
Ain't nobody around
Like the sky fell down
Twisted interventions
When i wake up i feel anxious
Tell me whats wrong with a n***a
Tell me why my heart feels bitter
Like what the f** i care about that n***a
Like what the f** i want from that b**h like 'damn'
You ever feel like you do more for somebody than you do for yourself
My biggest fear is looking in the mirror
At my reflection
And can't recognize myself
Been through hell and back
Feel like apart of me left when you walked out
And i know theres more to life
Than working my 9-5 so i strive to be my best
Somethings holding me down
And i can't shake em off of me
I'm hearing voices in my head
I can't be suicidal please
My thoughts are taking over me
I can't ever f**ing sleep
But when you look me in the eyes
You won't suspect a thing
{Hook}
Im dancing with the devil by the river with my soul
My mind is racing
Contemplating
I can't take control
Cause everywhere i go i see the same ole sh**
Tryna wash away these demons
Jesus better come quick
Because Im dancing with the devil by the river with my soul
My mind is racing
Contemplating i can't take control
Cause everywhere i go i see the same ole sh**
You ain't really living
If you ain't tryna get rich
{Verse 2}
When i look up to the sky
I wonder why i see the moon
But i don't see the stars
I thought they both come in two
Sometimes thats how i feel
When i stand inside a room
You and i are not the same
Thats why when i speak you become confused
You can't teach a pond to get up and rule
I pretend I'm cool with the sh** that you do
But deep inside I'm feeling like please b**h move
I never understood why god created darkness
I thought that every things supposed to sparkle and gloom
Why do i feel so empty when i know i have it all
Its like I'm searching for myself
Something i never really had
I'm tired of feeling like this
I wanna go into a drought
And drown this river out
I'm holding my hands out now
Like don't let him take me down
I'm running as fast as i can
I wanna wash it all away
And never look back again
{Hook}
Im dancing with the devil by the river with my soul
My mind is racing
Contemplating
I can't take control
Cause everywhere i go i see the same ole sh**
Tryna wash away these demons
Jesus better come quick
Because Im dancing with the devil by the river with my soul
My mind is racing
Contemplating i can't take control
Cause everywhere i go i see the same ole sh**
You ain't really living
If you ain't tryna get rich