{Hook} Im dancing with the devil by the river with my soul My mind is racing Contemplating I can't take control Cause everywhere i go i see the same ole sh** Tryna wash away these demons Jesus better come quick Because Im dancing with the devil by the river with my soul My mind is racing Contemplating i can't take control Cause everywhere i go i see the same ole sh** You ain't really living If you ain't tryna get rich {Verse 1} I keep going to the river when its cold outside Fogs in the air Ain't nobody around Like the sky fell down Twisted interventions When i wake up i feel anxious Tell me whats wrong with a n***a Tell me why my heart feels bitter Like what the f** i care about that n***a Like what the f** i want from that b**h like 'damn' You ever feel like you do more for somebody than you do for yourself My biggest fear is looking in the mirror At my reflection And can't recognize myself Been through hell and back Feel like apart of me left when you walked out And i know theres more to life Than working my 9-5 so i strive to be my best Somethings holding me down And i can't shake em off of me I'm hearing voices in my head I can't be suicidal please My thoughts are taking over me I can't ever f**ing sleep But when you look me in the eyes You won't suspect a thing {Hook} Im dancing with the devil by the river with my soul My mind is racing Contemplating I can't take control Cause everywhere i go i see the same ole sh** Tryna wash away these demons Jesus better come quick Because Im dancing with the devil by the river with my soul My mind is racing Contemplating i can't take control Cause everywhere i go i see the same ole sh** You ain't really living If you ain't tryna get rich {Verse 2} When i look up to the sky I wonder why i see the moon But i don't see the stars I thought they both come in two Sometimes thats how i feel When i stand inside a room You and i are not the same Thats why when i speak you become confused You can't teach a pond to get up and rule I pretend I'm cool with the sh** that you do But deep inside I'm feeling like please b**h move I never understood why god created darkness I thought that every things supposed to sparkle and gloom Why do i feel so empty when i know i have it all Its like I'm searching for myself Something i never really had I'm tired of feeling like this I wanna go into a drought And drown this river out I'm holding my hands out now Like don't let him take me down I'm running as fast as i can I wanna wash it all away And never look back again {Hook} Im dancing with the devil by the river with my soul My mind is racing Contemplating I can't take control Cause everywhere i go i see the same ole sh** Tryna wash away these demons Jesus better come quick Because Im dancing with the devil by the river with my soul My mind is racing Contemplating i can't take control Cause everywhere i go i see the same ole sh** You ain't really living If you ain't tryna get rich