When the day ends, and the night falls
You just feeling like there ain't even a care at all
Heart been broken to many times you starting to question yourself
You starting to think that pleasure is your only help
Yah, its addicting, like crack c**aine and methazene
Sometimes it even causes pain to me, but it dont cause injury
Not just an addiction its a mental disability
Always taking advantage of her beauty
I just wanna leave this earth, you can tell by the wrist that im cuttin
Im mixing the old with the new, call me Benjamin bu*ton
Walking the isle with a white dress, thats what I picture
But what my brain told me to say made me tick her
Off, at the same time I ain't happy if the clothes ain't off
Mentally to her thats a turn off
What I really feel and want from her, Yah I ain't tellin it
Even she dont know how to say it like a speech impedement