When the day ends, and the night falls You just feeling like there ain't even a care at all Heart been broken to many times you starting to question yourself You starting to think that pleasure is your only help Yah, its addicting, like crack c**aine and methazene Sometimes it even causes pain to me, but it dont cause injury Not just an addiction its a mental disability Always taking advantage of her beauty I just wanna leave this earth, you can tell by the wrist that im cuttin Im mixing the old with the new, call me Benjamin bu*ton Walking the isle with a white dress, thats what I picture But what my brain told me to say made me tick her Off, at the same time I ain't happy if the clothes ain't off Mentally to her thats a turn off What I really feel and want from her, Yah I ain't tellin it Even she dont know how to say it like a speech impedement