I, scream in the middle of the night
I keep thinking 'bout all the awful sh*t I done to get you brokenhearted
How I can't erase the sh*t I started
Why
Could have spared us all the knife
But it's easy to run away
Easy to numb the pain
You look the other way
Next thing I'm gone away
What I'm saying
I wasn't home, there was nobody playin'
AFK
It had control of me, brain holiday
And foggy I
It had the run of me
Remember none of it
Was numb for all of it
If I went the other way
A fu*kin' mental unglue
I fu*ked up
sh*t got the best of me
She said, I'm not there
Had I gone the other way
If I went the other way
If I went the other way
How do I know if
I know whatI'm saying
My brain was escaping
This isn't me
What have you done with me?
A memory
It happened yesterday
I, scream in the middle of the night
I keep thinking 'bout all the fu*king sh*t I did to get you brokenhearted
And how can't erase the sh*t I started
Why
Could have spared us all the knife
But it's easy to run away
Easy to numb the pain
You look the other way
Next thing I'm gone away
If I went the other way...
I can't think about it
Chest starts beatin', I'm heatin' and when I think about it
It's fu*kin' crazy, crazy
Now i think about lucky I am that you saved me now (That you stayed)
And I'm just having just, just one of those days and now it's driving you...
I, scream in the middle of the night
I keep thinking 'bout all the awful sh*t I did to get you brokenhearted
How I can't erase the sh*t I started
Why
Could have spared us all the knife
But it's easy to run away
Easy to numb the pain
You look the other way
Next thing I'm gone away
If I went the other way
If I went the other way
If I went the other way
If I went the other way
If I went the other way
If I went the other way
If I went the other way
If I went the other way...