I, scream in the middle of the night I keep thinking 'bout all the awful sh*t I done to get you brokenhearted How I can't erase the sh*t I started Why Could have spared us all the knife But it's easy to run away Easy to numb the pain You look the other way Next thing I'm gone away What I'm saying I wasn't home, there was nobody playin' AFK It had control of me, brain holiday And foggy I It had the run of me Remember none of it Was numb for all of it If I went the other way A fu*kin' mental unglue I fu*ked up sh*t got the best of me She said, I'm not there Had I gone the other way If I went the other way If I went the other way How do I know if I know whatI'm saying My brain was escaping This isn't me What have you done with me? A memory It happened yesterday I, scream in the middle of the night I keep thinking 'bout all the fu*king sh*t I did to get you brokenhearted And how can't erase the sh*t I started Why Could have spared us all the knife But it's easy to run away Easy to numb the pain You look the other way Next thing I'm gone away If I went the other way... I can't think about it Chest starts beatin', I'm heatin' and when I think about it It's fu*kin' crazy, crazy Now i think about lucky I am that you saved me now (That you stayed) And I'm just having just, just one of those days and now it's driving you... I, scream in the middle of the night I keep thinking 'bout all the awful sh*t I did to get you brokenhearted How I can't erase the sh*t I started Why Could have spared us all the knife But it's easy to run away Easy to numb the pain You look the other way Next thing I'm gone away If I went the other way If I went the other way If I went the other way If I went the other way If I went the other way If I went the other way If I went the other way If I went the other way...