[Verse 1: Alex Haylee]
Tell me what's the point of living if life is so unfair
I could be dead in a second, kick out from under me this chair
We all just tryna be loved, and yet we cry to above
But I'm a problem that's way too far gone to be solved
So a prayer won't help and your judgement won't either
I'll prolly die soon, douse my body with ether
Either that or I stay alive
Haunted, roaming through the nights
Loath it, getting into fights
Smoke it, ashing high as kites
But blunts ain't did sh** for me, so I bluntly push it to the side
Tryna cop a f**ing ride, maybe that will turn the tide
Against the wall of blackness that threatens to surround me
Get the f** from 'round me
I don't like you and you or you,why can't you understand me
You dumber than my family
People say it gets better, people lying actually
Listen to this sad beat, cause I ain't happy factually
[Hook x2]
Gimme the f**ing keys, I a'int happy
I couldn't make a dollar, wit'out trappin'
The guns still clapping, k** the witnesses
Ain't nothing gon' happen
Ain't made a dollar off this rap sh**
Who the f** said I was happy
Double down, that's a kilo
12 thousand on the line, watch how I lit this casino
Or rob these n***as blind
Take the money, take the gold
Take the watches, I know a n***a who pawns
Where's my matches, let's burn this n***a alive
[Verse 2: Alex Haylee]
I ain't proud to be me, walkin 'round on the street
Looking down at my feet, you know that life ain't sweet
It's bitter as horseradish, he gon get these who*es ravished
He gon pop those X tablets, I'ma chill and watch what happens
Cause I ain't got the energy, to f** with hoes and enemies
Because my biggest is myself, nobody hates me more than me
And I feel like if I died, caring, they won't pretend to try
If i drank until I pa**ed, I'd only get a pa**ing glance
Cause I ain't worth sh**, maybe 20 bucks and some change
I wonder if they held me hostage, tell me who in the hell would pay
I know my friends won't save my a**, they'll say aight and back to cla**
My best friends wouldn't pony up a Benjamin
To let me live
So do me a f**ing favor, and when the train comes push me
Cause all I'm looking for, is somebody to love see
Somebody to love me, but I know nobody ever will
So I just might go and take flight up off this windowsill
[Hook]