Charlie Hayley - I Ain't Happy lyrics

[Verse 1: Alex Haylee] Tell me what's the point of living if life is so unfair I could be dead in a second, kick out from under me this chair We all just tryna be loved, and yet we cry to above But I'm a problem that's way too far gone to be solved So a prayer won't help and your judgement won't either I'll prolly die soon, douse my body with ether Either that or I stay alive Haunted, roaming through the nights Loath it, getting into fights Smoke it, ashing high as kites But blunts ain't did sh** for me, so I bluntly push it to the side Tryna cop a f**ing ride, maybe that will turn the tide Against the wall of blackness that threatens to surround me Get the f** from 'round me I don't like you and you or you,why can't you understand me You dumber than my family People say it gets better, people lying actually Listen to this sad beat, cause I ain't happy factually [Hook x2] Gimme the f**ing keys, I a'int happy I couldn't make a dollar, wit'out trappin' The guns still clapping, k** the witnesses Ain't nothing gon' happen Ain't made a dollar off this rap sh** Who the f** said I was happy Double down, that's a kilo 12 thousand on the line, watch how I lit this casino Or rob these n***as blind Take the money, take the gold Take the watches, I know a n***a who pawns Where's my matches, let's burn this n***a alive [Verse 2: Alex Haylee] I ain't proud to be me, walkin 'round on the street Looking down at my feet, you know that life ain't sweet It's bitter as horseradish, he gon get these who*es ravished He gon pop those X tablets, I'ma chill and watch what happens Cause I ain't got the energy, to f** with hoes and enemies Because my biggest is myself, nobody hates me more than me And I feel like if I died, caring, they won't pretend to try If i drank until I pa**ed, I'd only get a pa**ing glance Cause I ain't worth sh**, maybe 20 bucks and some change I wonder if they held me hostage, tell me who in the hell would pay I know my friends won't save my a**, they'll say aight and back to cla** My best friends wouldn't pony up a Benjamin To let me live So do me a f**ing favor, and when the train comes push me Cause all I'm looking for, is somebody to love see Somebody to love me, but I know nobody ever will So I just might go and take flight up off this windowsill [Hook]