I still reach for the back door whenever I see you in the room
Can no longer face you
No longer retain you, set you free to shoot you down, just so I could carry and raise you
Raised an essence for evading words such like love
Caught in a trap of a stampede of rhinos in a curve
Either I crash with 'em or alone, mute calls are the hardest to respond
I've been aching to burn your heart
With the pa**ionate feeling I've outgrown
But all I received is hatred, abstinence and impatience
So long my lover, I just hope the kisses don't develop into my snake's friend
Seduced by carnal desires, still loved you way beyond my motherf**ing expectations
I expected to be replaced not to be left with the lizards in the basement
How's it supposed to work when being left has been perfectly bar coded?
I stimulate your veins, hoping your blood fiends for me
My mind's so confused with these frozen archetype allegories
One says you're a winner the other says you lost the woman you was hunting
Heartache mixed headache and a whole other ache disorders
This is just my last breath this is just my last breath, after this no longer am I recording
Dehumanized I barely feel nothing, I barely feel nothing
So non-communicated, isn't a surprise if anything turnt ugly
I'm good at the start, I changed depending on your attitude or whatever you call that personality
It all died after 4 months, but the spell still works in my reach, the spell still works in my reach
Vulnerability exposed with a seventh sense of a repeat
I rip your heart open to see if I can find me
Struggled for an answer, you let me fall like winter before spring
Hardcore like a sweating back jack hammering athlete
You let me runaway and that wasn't some coincidence or some past fortune accolade
It was all different by the time you held my hand down the burning sun
I was you, you was me, perfect as one
You was my mindset, I was your violent unraveled gun
You was my motive, I was your only flaw
I break promises? Never never never never never never never done
Maybe was a distortion from the dark
The light can be apparent, but the darkness creates solipsism beneath your own thoughts
Left has become a common word
Left that left this, leaving has become popular like falling is the best season to occur
Spring it's always alright but the 28's of February let myself lost
In the shades or gray skies for a long forbidden farm
k**ing hope beneath your own words
I love you, you hate me more
Left is more of a right decision once the door doesn't open anymore
Doesn't stay open like before
But who am I to question you?
You're as complicated as my own thoughts
You're as vibrant as my own flaws
I can't posses you, but somehow I am yours
Somehow I am still your guard don't low for us
You've been good at making me do the dirty work
Fiddling with my feelings with dust
No matter what else was done for you was never enough
But leaving was pretty enough