Hook:
I don't wanna be like these heartless motherf**as
I don't wanna be like these heartless motherf**as
I don't wanna be like these heartless motherf**as
What more can I say what made me this way
Verse 1:
I ain't crazy I just been through alot
Ok its just residue from growing up up in that crack house
And draped in anger solo dolo years with no love
No holidays depression of liquor and d**
I'm strong enough emotional choices of danger
Decisions linger wreckless nights f**ing them strangers
I cope and I'm not like the normal people so what
They hate me cause I come from the right eye of the sun
Why you greedy for a dollar but you ain't getting richer
See the bigger picture and quit lying selling me trash
They love to see you suffer struggle so them b**hes could laugh
And keep marching protesting cuz they kicked in the a**
They never satisfied denied I focus more could rise
Trials murder couple homicides countless n***as fry
n***as sick I suppose book of poetry prose
From the concrete it rose and opened up plenty doors
Verse 2:
People really get on my nerves
All I got is me I work with it earning what I deserve word
Shell shocked and dead who choose to be misled it's hustlin season
n***as hate you for no reason smile in your face
Afraid to be themselves and broke no hope and mad at your pace
Grown men satisfied to beg up off of your plate
Don't wait don't even hesitate to sever the numbers
They dont mean you no good ashy crabs in a bucket
Guerillas walk alone and dont lose hope money or slumber
Gaining ten toes down enemies asunder
You could get the f** up out my face I vetted
And found you a fraud no forgiving no forgetting
They stab you with no conscious I don't trust nobody
Small circle is better for positivity
You will never know who with you till you fall in that deep
And face some hard times and uncertainty you'll see
Outro:
I used to be a s**er for love
Albeit confused how I view the world and people and love
Love and hate is cousins you can trust the comparison
Shell shocked and dead who choose to be misled it's hustlin season
n***as hate you for no reason smile in your face