Hook: I don't wanna be like these heartless motherf**as I don't wanna be like these heartless motherf**as I don't wanna be like these heartless motherf**as What more can I say what made me this way Verse 1: I ain't crazy I just been through alot Ok its just residue from growing up up in that crack house And draped in anger solo dolo years with no love No holidays depression of liquor and d** I'm strong enough emotional choices of danger Decisions linger wreckless nights f**ing them strangers I cope and I'm not like the normal people so what They hate me cause I come from the right eye of the sun Why you greedy for a dollar but you ain't getting richer See the bigger picture and quit lying selling me trash They love to see you suffer struggle so them b**hes could laugh And keep marching protesting cuz they kicked in the a** They never satisfied denied I focus more could rise Trials murder couple homicides countless n***as fry n***as sick I suppose book of poetry prose From the concrete it rose and opened up plenty doors Verse 2: People really get on my nerves All I got is me I work with it earning what I deserve word Shell shocked and dead who choose to be misled it's hustlin season n***as hate you for no reason smile in your face Afraid to be themselves and broke no hope and mad at your pace Grown men satisfied to beg up off of your plate Don't wait don't even hesitate to sever the numbers They dont mean you no good ashy crabs in a bucket Guerillas walk alone and dont lose hope money or slumber Gaining ten toes down enemies asunder You could get the f** up out my face I vetted And found you a fraud no forgiving no forgetting They stab you with no conscious I don't trust nobody Small circle is better for positivity You will never know who with you till you fall in that deep And face some hard times and uncertainty you'll see Outro: I used to be a s**er for love Albeit confused how I view the world and people and love Love and hate is cousins you can trust the comparison Shell shocked and dead who choose to be misled it's hustlin season n***as hate you for no reason smile in your face