Intro:
Numbers 23: 19
God is not human that He should lie
Not a human bein that He should change his mind
Does He speak and not act?
Does He promise and not fulfil?
Verse 1:
I went from loving too hard to not loving at all
I went from falling too deep to not falling at all
I went from being a loner to tagging along
I went from rapping in a crew, now I'm rapping alone
Feel like a scientist, my thoughts are hypothetical
And how I dance to my heartbeat seems like it's mystical
I could either be a gift, a curse or a miracle
But never been the type of bloke to appear as a "Mr. Cool"
I used to be an outlaw, now, I'm a citizen
Give me back my freedom, you can take back your sentiments
I used to be in High School, now, I'm a graduate
I went from multi-lingual to speaking one language
I used to keep it real, but now, I'm a hypocrite
Tainted with blood stains, I lost all my innocence
How could I ever justify all of these?
But you wouldn't understand 'cos you've never been a part of this
Hook (2x):
I'm sorry that I've changed
I know I promised you that I would always stay the same
But I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I've changed
I know I promised you, I know I promised you not to change
Verse 2:
I gave you too much but now, I'm taking it all
I thought you were loving me but no, you hated me more
You never thought about it, If I was going crazy
But all you do is b**h around, saying I was impatient
I'm getting sick of hooking up with all these random ladies
But I'm hanging out with friends who don't approve of celibacy
I put these shades on to avoid all the drama
Used to cry a lot but now I cry a lot harder
I used to wipe my tears now, I just let 'em flow
Really hard to tell difference between all my friends and foes
I loved the underground but now, I want the mainstream
I'm busy with my nightmares 'cos I'm done with these daydreams
Still I ask for forgiveness
But Jesus is the only one that can call me a sinner
Always go back to my bedside and I'm kneeling
But I don't know what I'm doing 'cos I go back to my sinning
Hook:
Repeat