Carrio Xanders - Sorry That I've Changed lyrics

Intro: Numbers 23: 19 God is not human that He should lie Not a human bein that He should change his mind Does He speak and not act? Does He promise and not fulfil? Verse 1: I went from loving too hard to not loving at all I went from falling too deep to not falling at all I went from being a loner to tagging along I went from rapping in a crew, now I'm rapping alone Feel like a scientist, my thoughts are hypothetical And how I dance to my heartbeat seems like it's mystical I could either be a gift, a curse or a miracle But never been the type of bloke to appear as a "Mr. Cool" I used to be an outlaw, now, I'm a citizen Give me back my freedom, you can take back your sentiments I used to be in High School, now, I'm a graduate I went from multi-lingual to speaking one language I used to keep it real, but now, I'm a hypocrite Tainted with blood stains, I lost all my innocence How could I ever justify all of these? But you wouldn't understand 'cos you've never been a part of this Hook (2x): I'm sorry that I've changed I know I promised you that I would always stay the same But I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I've changed I know I promised you, I know I promised you not to change Verse 2: I gave you too much but now, I'm taking it all I thought you were loving me but no, you hated me more You never thought about it, If I was going crazy But all you do is b**h around, saying I was impatient I'm getting sick of hooking up with all these random ladies But I'm hanging out with friends who don't approve of celibacy I put these shades on to avoid all the drama Used to cry a lot but now I cry a lot harder I used to wipe my tears now, I just let 'em flow Really hard to tell difference between all my friends and foes I loved the underground but now, I want the mainstream I'm busy with my nightmares 'cos I'm done with these daydreams Still I ask for forgiveness But Jesus is the only one that can call me a sinner Always go back to my bedside and I'm kneeling But I don't know what I'm doing 'cos I go back to my sinning Hook: Repeat