{intro}
Just another sh*tty day, i guess
I don’t think i can keep doing this, man
Being alive and all…
I just… i just don’t think…
Uh, there’s a reason for me to keep doing this
I think i should just kill myself
So… that’s what i’m gonna think, uh—
That’s what i’m thinkin’ bout doing...
Alright, where is my gun and my bullets…
I am going to shoot myself now…
Oh, here they are…
Okay, i’m ready...
Well, maybe i should write a note first…
Yeah… that seems like a good idea…
Hm… what should i write?
Ya know what, never mind
fu*k it, no note (*gunshot sound*)
{verse 1}
I really wanna be free, free
I really wanna be free
I really wanna be free, free
I really wanna be free
I really wanna be free, free
I really wanna be free
I really wanna be free, from
All my suffering, cuz
This suffering
Is enough for me
To shove a gun
Between my teeth
Brain bust’n bleed
I’m done, deceased
Ain’t nothin’ else
I fu*kin need, ‘cept
Perhaps a good
Deal on a casket (casket)
If it’s more convenient
Cremate my ass, then
I don’t give a fu*k, where
You dump my ashes, we
Could go frank reynolds’n
Throw me in a trash bin (trash bin)
{hook}
How does it feel
Now that you are dead?
Do you feel better now?
Or are you in hell?
How does it feel
Now that you are dead?
Are you in heaven now?
Or are you in hell?
{bridge}
I don’t know if i’m better
I don’t know if i’m worse
But i had to end it
My life was cursed
It’s not hot down here
And it ain’t so cold, either
Yeah, it’s pretty lukewarm
But i don’t wanna here
How do i get my life back?
How do i get my life?
How do i get my life back?
How do i get my life?
I just want my life back
I just want my life
I just want my life back
I just want my life
{verse 2}
Aight, fine
I changed my mind
Now bring me back
Let’s do it right, yeah i
Swear on my life or
Whatever i need to, i’ll
Be the truth’n
Won’t be deceitful
I’ll show my love
To all these people
Look down on none
Because we all equals
I’m done with this muthafu*kin
Ego game
I’m enlightened now
b*tch, i been saved—yo
Once upon a time
I was the white devil
But i died, came back
Now i’m the white lizzo
Ridin’ in a white limo
I’mma certified sicko
Smoked so much weed
Now i’m borderline schizo
But now i’m clean, straight
Edge cambizzle, i don’t
Drink caffeine, or even
Jack my dick a lil, i’mma
Make this cream, cuz
I’mma hungry lil hippo, ain’t
sh*t phase me—skin
Like an armadillo
…
And that’s the dealio
(that’s the dealio)
…
Fa’really doe, i’m sick
Of all these silly hoes
It’s only 68 degrees, and
Dey actin’ like it’s chilly, yo
Say i’m bobby brown, but
I never made a millie doe
It’s mille bobby brown
Lickin’ drake in his willy hole
So despicable
Everybody’s cynical
Folks too critical, and
Most too political, i hope
This lyric ain’t too
an*lytical—i wanna
Do an*l unto tomi
Lahren really slow, for
No other reason, than
I think she’s attractive’n
I need some practice
To bu*t fu*k an actress
Like natalie portman, or
Rachel mcadams, or
Jennifer lawrence, or
Jessica alba
Harrison ford
Leonardo dicap—b*tch
I’m suicidal, don’t
Call me a f*ggot