Camboi Smif - Suicide Note lyrics

{intro} Just another sh*tty day, i guess I don’t think i can keep doing this, man Being alive and all… I just… i just don’t think… Uh, there’s a reason for me to keep doing this I think i should just kill myself So… that’s what i’m gonna think, uh— That’s what i’m thinkin’ bout doing... Alright, where is my gun and my bullets… I am going to shoot myself now… Oh, here they are… Okay, i’m ready... Well, maybe i should write a note first… Yeah… that seems like a good idea… Hm… what should i write? Ya know what, never mind fu*k it, no note (*gunshot sound*) {verse 1} I really wanna be free, free I really wanna be free I really wanna be free, free I really wanna be free I really wanna be free, free I really wanna be free I really wanna be free, from All my suffering, cuz This suffering Is enough for me To shove a gun Between my teeth Brain bust’n bleed I’m done, deceased Ain’t nothin’ else I fu*kin need, ‘cept Perhaps a good Deal on a casket (casket) If it’s more convenient Cremate my ass, then I don’t give a fu*k, where You dump my ashes, we Could go frank reynolds’n Throw me in a trash bin (trash bin) {hook} How does it feel Now that you are dead? Do you feel better now? Or are you in hell? How does it feel Now that you are dead? Are you in heaven now? Or are you in hell? {bridge} I don’t know if i’m better I don’t know if i’m worse But i had to end it My life was cursed It’s not hot down here And it ain’t so cold, either Yeah, it’s pretty lukewarm But i don’t wanna here How do i get my life back? How do i get my life? How do i get my life back? How do i get my life? I just want my life back I just want my life I just want my life back I just want my life {verse 2} Aight, fine I changed my mind Now bring me back Let’s do it right, yeah i Swear on my life or Whatever i need to, i’ll Be the truth’n Won’t be deceitful I’ll show my love To all these people Look down on none Because we all equals I’m done with this muthafu*kin Ego game I’m enlightened now b*tch, i been saved—yo Once upon a time I was the white devil But i died, came back Now i’m the white lizzo Ridin’ in a white limo I’mma certified sicko Smoked so much weed Now i’m borderline schizo But now i’m clean, straight Edge cambizzle, i don’t Drink caffeine, or even Jack my dick a lil, i’mma Make this cream, cuz I’mma hungry lil hippo, ain’t sh*t phase me—skin Like an armadillo … And that’s the dealio (that’s the dealio) … Fa’really doe, i’m sick Of all these silly hoes It’s only 68 degrees, and Dey actin’ like it’s chilly, yo Say i’m bobby brown, but I never made a millie doe It’s mille bobby brown Lickin’ drake in his willy hole So despicable Everybody’s cynical Folks too critical, and Most too political, i hope This lyric ain’t too an*lytical—i wanna Do an*l unto tomi Lahren really slow, for No other reason, than I think she’s attractive’n I need some practice To bu*t fu*k an actress Like natalie portman, or Rachel mcadams, or Jennifer lawrence, or Jessica alba Harrison ford Leonardo dicap—b*tch I’m suicidal, don’t Call me a f*ggot