I just need to focus
I just need you to focus and it all starts now
I envy you therefore envy is my sin
It seems that envy has taken control over me
I am cast aside, because never was my pride the issue
Theres no way to mask what ive been through
Watch it all fall apart
I will never
I will never
I will never again
Look , im brought to self affliction
You smell like sweet d**h
Choking me with my own depression
All of this time all I wanted is to feel alive
Please some one help me
I will never
I will never
I will never again
I envy you therefore envy is my sin
Sin. Sinner
You can take my life
I hope in the end you will miss me when I am gone
Reflect on the past we had, now im all alone
Its not that I don't care my love
I truly do
Life has brought only pain, with an exception
The exception of you
Within my envy, within my envy, within my envy grows
I will never
I will never
I will never again
Will I ever again know why?
Now you see that there's d**h in my eyes
I am the one I despise
Take my f**ing life