[Verse]
Damn pap bro you left us too soon
Cause you knew a lot of n***as out here some lose screws
And I look at my mom and she don't know what to do
And I look at my pops and I can see in his eyes that he feel you came from mistakes that he made back in the day
Well listen up pops this ain't back in the day
We was really posted up in the back of the cave with the k tryna pop n***as
Member when we first moved to pole Pap, got introduced to the foes and the moes Pap
Walking down [?] right there with [?]
They'd see us and they'd be like "y'all both wack"
We'd take off right before they told us to take off
n***as knew we was gone take off, we was in the streets they ain't play soft
Like the playoffs, we'd play with guns we ain't play ball
But sh** now I wish I woulda showed you better cause you gone now
And I'm all under pressure and I know that you hear me while I'm making this song
I'm in my feelings just thinking about it
Member we stayed up our night just speaking about it
How sh** would be if we died off and who was gone ride for us and who was gone ride off
n***as lying on yo name for a standoff
And I got a baby boy now and I swear I feel sh**ty that he had a great uncle he can never get to meet
But I know you see him down always smiling and running round the house straight full of joy wildin'
I made yo first name his middle name
Ima make sure he know that's his middle name
He gone wear that name with pride till the end of days
And everyday bro I swear everyday I wish I could trade places with you n***a
It shoulda been me not you n***a
I shoulda went and got you not [?]
[?] it ain't kool n***a
You remember them nights before school when we used to have fights, they was childish
But I swear I used to beat that a**
You used to always get a weapon just to get me back
And you never gave up yeah I'll give you that
You had heart and I always knew that from the start
Even when I moved out bro we never grew apart and you moved in with me by Howard
You was like f** em n***as bro I ain't no coward
Then they started seeing us move around over there
Real sh** bro they ain't want us around over there so we got into a few shootouts over there you was like "bro we gotta move out from over there"
[?] just had a son and [?] just had a daughter
Playing so smart [?] and they both miss you [?]
I know you watching up on precious, she knew you was so precious and [?] let her know you ain't left out here
I know you could do it and bro [?] going do a show
Give him a push just to hold him up
And I know you and me a lil older but Tay might be better than both of us
I know you see him down going crazy on the tools first couple videos going crazy on the views and I swear bro still going crazy on the tours
[?] Lenny and me still going crazy in the stu
But I swear that i miss you
Yeah the whole family do, those ain't family but still family too
We fight and make up because that's what family do
And I still talk to Brittany
Next time I come see you Ima bring her with me
She told me her heart so empty
Her crib full of pictures and memories
Damn
It's f**ed up that sh** like this real talk bro I ain't even wanna write this after this sh** I'll probably not even like this cause I know it's gone have me feeling like this
All [?]
Bottles upside now
Turn my frown to a smile
Might shed a couple of tears
Think damn it's gone be a couple of years
But I wipe my a** put my game face on
Cause doctor tell me boy you gotta stay strong
But all my day 1 n***as they gone and I swear I can't lose no more so
Now a days ride around with 2 Glocks
If I blow once then you gone hear 2 shots
Hollow tips hit your skin boy that sh** too hot
n***as tryna do me how they did 2pac
But you can't even see me when I was tryna fade out they told me to stay so yo name never fade out
That Faneto will never get played out
You gone and you still got the wave now
And these n***as tryna rap like us, they act so much they starting to act like us but they not like us, they just wanna be like us, they ain't cut like us so they don't even bleed like us