BuDouble - Next 2 Pap lyrics

[Verse] Damn pap bro you left us too soon Cause you knew a lot of n***as out here some lose screws And I look at my mom and she don't know what to do And I look at my pops and I can see in his eyes that he feel you came from mistakes that he made back in the day Well listen up pops this ain't back in the day We was really posted up in the back of the cave with the k tryna pop n***as Member when we first moved to pole Pap, got introduced to the foes and the moes Pap Walking down [?] right there with [?] They'd see us and they'd be like "y'all both wack" We'd take off right before they told us to take off n***as knew we was gone take off, we was in the streets they ain't play soft Like the playoffs, we'd play with guns we ain't play ball But sh** now I wish I woulda showed you better cause you gone now And I'm all under pressure and I know that you hear me while I'm making this song I'm in my feelings just thinking about it Member we stayed up our night just speaking about it How sh** would be if we died off and who was gone ride for us and who was gone ride off n***as lying on yo name for a standoff And I got a baby boy now and I swear I feel sh**ty that he had a great uncle he can never get to meet But I know you see him down always smiling and running round the house straight full of joy wildin' I made yo first name his middle name Ima make sure he know that's his middle name He gone wear that name with pride till the end of days And everyday bro I swear everyday I wish I could trade places with you n***a It shoulda been me not you n***a I shoulda went and got you not [?] [?] it ain't kool n***a You remember them nights before school when we used to have fights, they was childish But I swear I used to beat that a** You used to always get a weapon just to get me back And you never gave up yeah I'll give you that You had heart and I always knew that from the start Even when I moved out bro we never grew apart and you moved in with me by Howard You was like f** em n***as bro I ain't no coward Then they started seeing us move around over there Real sh** bro they ain't want us around over there so we got into a few shootouts over there you was like "bro we gotta move out from over there" [?] just had a son and [?] just had a daughter Playing so smart [?] and they both miss you [?] I know you watching up on precious, she knew you was so precious and [?] let her know you ain't left out here I know you could do it and bro [?] going do a show Give him a push just to hold him up And I know you and me a lil older but Tay might be better than both of us I know you see him down going crazy on the tools first couple videos going crazy on the views and I swear bro still going crazy on the tours [?] Lenny and me still going crazy in the stu But I swear that i miss you Yeah the whole family do, those ain't family but still family too We fight and make up because that's what family do And I still talk to Brittany Next time I come see you Ima bring her with me She told me her heart so empty Her crib full of pictures and memories Damn It's f**ed up that sh** like this real talk bro I ain't even wanna write this after this sh** I'll probably not even like this cause I know it's gone have me feeling like this All [?] Bottles upside now Turn my frown to a smile Might shed a couple of tears Think damn it's gone be a couple of years But I wipe my a** put my game face on Cause doctor tell me boy you gotta stay strong But all my day 1 n***as they gone and I swear I can't lose no more so Now a days ride around with 2 Glocks If I blow once then you gone hear 2 shots Hollow tips hit your skin boy that sh** too hot n***as tryna do me how they did 2pac But you can't even see me when I was tryna fade out they told me to stay so yo name never fade out That Faneto will never get played out You gone and you still got the wave now And these n***as tryna rap like us, they act so much they starting to act like us but they not like us, they just wanna be like us, they ain't cut like us so they don't even bleed like us