My psychiatrist he really doesn't care about me
Sometimes I wish he treated me a little more carefully
All it is are these pills they prepare for me
I hope you care about me, I hope you care about me
I used to be that kid with the smile always telling jokes
Now I'm broken down, exhausted and I'm out of hope
It hurts my soul how it quick it all changes
My best friends they're all turning into strangers
And I barely see my mom because I can't look her in the eye
I'm so sick of f**ing crying; people asking how I am
Every time I'm f**ing lying because they'll never understand
I used to be the f**ing man, now I'm waking up alone
With no texts up on my phone, I can't even go home
I need some time to think, I need some time to roam
So I walk through the city so they won't see my face
I`m just a flawed man and I know made mistakes
I was on that last straw, every day struggling
Trying to find way back, trying to find the love again
Barely functioning, crying and I'm suffering
Always f**ing wondering when it'd be my last day
When my best friend would get the call that I went and pa**ed away
This might be my last day, this might be my last day
That sh**'s scary ain't it, my thoughts are tainted
My vision's painted wrong, I have to rearrange it
My psychiatrist he really doesn't care about me
Sometimes I wish he treated me a little more carefully
All it is are these pills they prepare for me
I hope you care about me, I hope you care about me
Thinking about suicide
Like this sh** is do or die
I'm scared if I tell people If I tell people I'm scrutinized
But all I really want to do is be unified
So just maybe, I can write these songs
And they'll find their way to where they belong
It's hard to be strong when you're doing this alone
So I hope we connect with through this microphone
I don't have to be alone, you don't have to be alone (x)
You don't have to do this alone, you don't have to do this alone
My psychiatrist I know that he cares about me
And I'm glad he took the time to treat me carefully
I'm so thankful for all pills they prepare for me
I know you care about me, I know you care about me