Brydzy - Care About Me lyrics

My psychiatrist he really doesn't care about me Sometimes I wish he treated me a little more carefully All it is are these pills they prepare for me I hope you care about me, I hope you care about me I used to be that kid with the smile always telling jokes Now I'm broken down, exhausted and I'm out of hope It hurts my soul how it quick it all changes My best friends they're all turning into strangers And I barely see my mom because I can't look her in the eye I'm so sick of f**ing crying; people asking how I am Every time I'm f**ing lying because they'll never understand I used to be the f**ing man, now I'm waking up alone With no texts up on my phone, I can't even go home I need some time to think, I need some time to roam So I walk through the city so they won't see my face I`m just a flawed man and I know made mistakes I was on that last straw, every day struggling Trying to find way back, trying to find the love again Barely functioning, crying and I'm suffering Always f**ing wondering when it'd be my last day When my best friend would get the call that I went and pa**ed away This might be my last day, this might be my last day That sh**'s scary ain't it, my thoughts are tainted My vision's painted wrong, I have to rearrange it My psychiatrist he really doesn't care about me Sometimes I wish he treated me a little more carefully All it is are these pills they prepare for me I hope you care about me, I hope you care about me Thinking about suicide Like this sh** is do or die I'm scared if I tell people If I tell people I'm scrutinized But all I really want to do is be unified So just maybe, I can write these songs And they'll find their way to where they belong It's hard to be strong when you're doing this alone So I hope we connect with through this microphone I don't have to be alone, you don't have to be alone (x) You don't have to do this alone, you don't have to do this alone My psychiatrist I know that he cares about me And I'm glad he took the time to treat me carefully I'm so thankful for all pills they prepare for me I know you care about me, I know you care about me