Verse 1:
She was never one to laugh at the dumb jokes
But only the funny ones
She was realer than life, I hoped that someday I'd run her up
She was always by my side, thought that one day I'd won her but
Never showing emotion, I was seen as the runner up
I was stupid back then, caught up in my own ways
I was selfish, impatient and spending most of my days
Yeah I took her for granted, I thought that she'd always stay
But what I didn't realize is she was fading away
And she was feeling the pain that she kept inside
She was lonely and hurt, I never understood why
The happiness was a lie that she'd bottle and hide
Making cuts every night, so place the baggage aside
Hop on the next flight, take it far, far away
Never look back, you're only here for the day
But are you here for the stay?
If so, please make a case
Stuff it away, way aways
Now I'm living through so much pain
Hook:
Now I'm living through so much pain
I never thought it'd like this
Living it for the game
I swear it was only a kiss
Now everytime I hear your name
I'm only feeling more like sh**
And I'm the only one to blame
And you're the only one I miss
Verse 2:
Step outside, back door, there she waiting
Crying on the porch, torn, God's forsaken
Every last bit of this thing we had
Never lived in the past, but I wish it could last
I remember back then when your leg got the gash
I was chasing you down the street, possession you had
And we cleaned up the cut, and then it wasn't so bad
We were official, dismissal of everything in the past
And the car ride back was the best of my life
We was hand-in-hand, driving down the freeway at night
On our way to that party where our loving took flight
And our innocence lost, but hey at least it felt right
I woke up with you in my arms, you were right by my side
You were the baddest, the raddest, I never felt so alive
Put it in my head, retrieve it for later
When I'm depressed and stressed
Only thing I ask is please don't rest
Pain
Hook:
Now I'm living through so much pain
I never thought it'd end like this
Living it for the game
I swear it was only a kiss
Now everytime I hear your name
I'm only feelin more like sh**
And I'm the only one to blame
And you're the only one I miss
Verse 3:
I understand things were hard, I got carried away
Physically, mentally, I was basically drained
I know how I treated you, wish that I could erase
All the memories, steadily, now I don't feel the same
Going through motions of this life and its game
Not even present, I'm in a difficult place
It's hard enough to find happiness
Slip it day in and day out of this mess
I'll probably just fade away
Pain..
Hook:
Now I'm living through so much pain (pain)
I never thought it'd end like this (end like this)
Living it for the game (all for)
I swear it was only a kiss (encore)
Now everytime I hear your name (your name)
I'm only feelin more like sh** (tear me up, tear me up)
And I'm the only one to blame (wear me up, wear me up)
And you're the only one I miss (sh** is done, sh** is done, sh** is done, sh** is done)
It was only a kiss (over)