Brandyn Kaine - Only a Kiss lyrics

Verse 1: She was never one to laugh at the dumb jokes But only the funny ones She was realer than life, I hoped that someday I'd run her up She was always by my side, thought that one day I'd won her but Never showing emotion, I was seen as the runner up I was stupid back then, caught up in my own ways I was selfish, impatient and spending most of my days Yeah I took her for granted, I thought that she'd always stay But what I didn't realize is she was fading away And she was feeling the pain that she kept inside She was lonely and hurt, I never understood why The happiness was a lie that she'd bottle and hide Making cuts every night, so place the baggage aside Hop on the next flight, take it far, far away Never look back, you're only here for the day But are you here for the stay? If so, please make a case Stuff it away, way aways Now I'm living through so much pain Hook: Now I'm living through so much pain I never thought it'd like this Living it for the game I swear it was only a kiss Now everytime I hear your name I'm only feeling more like sh** And I'm the only one to blame And you're the only one I miss Verse 2: Step outside, back door, there she waiting Crying on the porch, torn, God's forsaken Every last bit of this thing we had Never lived in the past, but I wish it could last I remember back then when your leg got the gash I was chasing you down the street, possession you had And we cleaned up the cut, and then it wasn't so bad We were official, dismissal of everything in the past And the car ride back was the best of my life We was hand-in-hand, driving down the freeway at night On our way to that party where our loving took flight And our innocence lost, but hey at least it felt right I woke up with you in my arms, you were right by my side You were the baddest, the raddest, I never felt so alive Put it in my head, retrieve it for later When I'm depressed and stressed Only thing I ask is please don't rest Pain Hook: Now I'm living through so much pain I never thought it'd end like this Living it for the game I swear it was only a kiss Now everytime I hear your name I'm only feelin more like sh** And I'm the only one to blame And you're the only one I miss Verse 3: I understand things were hard, I got carried away Physically, mentally, I was basically drained I know how I treated you, wish that I could erase All the memories, steadily, now I don't feel the same Going through motions of this life and its game Not even present, I'm in a difficult place It's hard enough to find happiness Slip it day in and day out of this mess I'll probably just fade away Pain.. Hook: Now I'm living through so much pain (pain) I never thought it'd end like this (end like this) Living it for the game (all for) I swear it was only a kiss (encore) Now everytime I hear your name (your name) I'm only feelin more like sh** (tear me up, tear me up) And I'm the only one to blame (wear me up, wear me up) And you're the only one I miss (sh** is done, sh** is done, sh** is done, sh** is done) It was only a kiss (over)