Verse 1:
Why am I alone
When I open up these blinds?
Screaming bloody murder
Oh lord, tryna find my drive
Into nothing, I'm behind
Walls caving at the sides
I'm alone because I strive
Not to be one of the lives
Taken in by society
It's the sole of propriety
Why you test my sobriety
When you're cheating the hiring?
Yeah, it's the difference
You're distant because you changed in an instant
See some fans, see your plan
And you're a menace, you did this
Oh Kaine, wanna lash out again?
You have no friends, full pain
Standing lone as the man
God created you to be something
You're in demand
But what about when all the others
They just stare and command
Full fledging d**h in this casket
I put my eggs in the basket
I swear I'm never going back to all that sh**, I be pa**ing
People looking up to me as role models
Don't follow, I'm a 19 year old with my own problems
Gold bottles, sold models
I don't want that sh**
I just wanna be a man of God
Cross that sh** off my list
Why I swear when I'm preaching forgiveness?
You kids will never understand
I'm the one that you'll miss
Hook:
I'm the one that you'll miss
I'll be okay
When we use all day
It's foreplay
I got secrets in my mind
Secrets in my brain
Things that'll never ever be the same
I'm the only one to blame
I'm the only one to blame
Verse 2:
It took like 47 hours
To be the one they devoured
I'm over all of these cowards
They're weak and I am empowered, yeah
But I'm feeling useless in a pile of losers
Why do I care about opinions?
I'm ruthless, the truth is
You'll never be the same again when you walk this path
Your choice, your fate, we went over that
I'm just tryna see the good in this life
Why do I push, pull, scratch
When I'm feelin this knife?
Stabbed into my back and I'm backwards
Filling the gla** and then after
Calls that she cheated, it's easy
I feel defeated, I'm plastered
And I'm drunk off heartbreak
Never let a woman in your life if your momma's still awake
Still breathing, she breathing
She told me kaine it's the season
It's not your fault that your leaving
And just believe this, it's teething
Fragile hearts, early on
I need back to cupsaw 'fore I'm gone
Joe's gone, it's too long
I've been wronged
Hook:
I'm the one that you'll miss
I'll be okay
When we use all day
It's foreplay
I got secrets in my mind
Secrets in my brain
Things that'll never ever be the same
I'm the only one to blame
I'm the only one to blame