Brandyn Kaine - Descent lyrics

Verse 1: Why am I alone When I open up these blinds? Screaming bloody murder Oh lord, tryna find my drive Into nothing, I'm behind Walls caving at the sides I'm alone because I strive Not to be one of the lives Taken in by society It's the sole of propriety Why you test my sobriety When you're cheating the hiring? Yeah, it's the difference You're distant because you changed in an instant See some fans, see your plan And you're a menace, you did this Oh Kaine, wanna lash out again? You have no friends, full pain Standing lone as the man God created you to be something You're in demand But what about when all the others They just stare and command Full fledging d**h in this casket I put my eggs in the basket I swear I'm never going back to all that sh**, I be pa**ing People looking up to me as role models Don't follow, I'm a 19 year old with my own problems Gold bottles, sold models I don't want that sh** I just wanna be a man of God Cross that sh** off my list Why I swear when I'm preaching forgiveness? You kids will never understand I'm the one that you'll miss Hook: I'm the one that you'll miss I'll be okay When we use all day It's foreplay I got secrets in my mind Secrets in my brain Things that'll never ever be the same I'm the only one to blame I'm the only one to blame Verse 2: It took like 47 hours To be the one they devoured I'm over all of these cowards They're weak and I am empowered, yeah But I'm feeling useless in a pile of losers Why do I care about opinions? I'm ruthless, the truth is You'll never be the same again when you walk this path Your choice, your fate, we went over that I'm just tryna see the good in this life Why do I push, pull, scratch When I'm feelin this knife? Stabbed into my back and I'm backwards Filling the gla** and then after Calls that she cheated, it's easy I feel defeated, I'm plastered And I'm drunk off heartbreak Never let a woman in your life if your momma's still awake Still breathing, she breathing She told me kaine it's the season It's not your fault that your leaving And just believe this, it's teething Fragile hearts, early on I need back to cupsaw 'fore I'm gone Joe's gone, it's too long I've been wronged Hook: I'm the one that you'll miss I'll be okay When we use all day It's foreplay I got secrets in my mind Secrets in my brain Things that'll never ever be the same I'm the only one to blame I'm the only one to blame