i don't wanna die alone (4)
i guess that they don't wanna see me win
but when they need me they pretend
i don't wanna die alone (2)
wake up every morning and i can't help but wonder how you
ended everything and you just went ahead and f**king left
i go to sleep every night and I just lay there staring at the
roof wish you were here and you were laying in my f**king bed
why did you just f**king leave me?
you did that sh** like it was easy?
it's so absurd I'm just tossing and
turning while my heart is burning to pieces
I'm not improving at all
and i don't know if i love you or hate that you ain't here right now
can't believe you took your life and
then you went and disappeared right now
cause you f**king left me
i hate you so much cause you f**king left me
i keep calling your phone but you won't
pick up at least i expect you to text me?
why'd you have to make me go and fall for you?
why'd you have to go and make me drop the walls for you?
why'd you have to make me love your smile?
your pretty eyes? your smell? f**k. i loved all of you.
but right now at the same time I hate you
and at the same time I wish I'd replaced you.
but tell me how do you replace the only
person on this planet that you can relate to
you match up your bag with your purse
you match up your heels with your skirt.
Damn. but why was it so hard to match up your actions with your words
i don't wanna die alone (4)
i guess that they don't wanna see me win
but when they need me they pretend
i don't wanna die alone (2)
i need you back Brodie
yeah i know you f**ked up from your past homie
but you gotta learn shame coming back homie
yeah I know that sh** hurts but it's fact homie
and i know it's difficult to react homie
because nobody understands feeling damn lonely
you just wanna grab a 45, you don't wanna be alive,
put that motherf**ker to your brain commit suicide.
yeah i know that sh** cuts deep
trying to hide all your pain but the blood seeps
trust me I've been there I've been scared.
it's so hard to move on and breath air
but i couldn't run away
i knew i had the purpose to live another day
know she wanna see me with a smile on my face
know she wouldn't wanna see ny smile be replaced.
I'm telling you because I care for you
and right now you feel like no ones there for you .
but i am, and i don't wanna see you like this
i don't wanna see you give up and let your life slip.
you got so much to live for
you got a gift homie, something they would k** for
and got a family and people that look up to you
and what about her? the one that was in love with you?
you think she'd want to see you like this?
f**k no, she want you to fight this.
all she ever wanted for you was happiness so
you gotta be strong and move past this sh**.
don't you dare f**king give up
be strong homie, please pick your chin up
i be there for you don't you forget that
she's gone now and you've got to
accept that i don't wanna die alone (4)
i guess that they don't wanna see me win
but when they need me they pretend
i don't wanna die alone (2)