B-Mike - Die Alone lyrics

i don't wanna die alone (4) i guess that they don't wanna see me win but when they need me they pretend i don't wanna die alone (2) wake up every morning and i can't help but wonder how you ended everything and you just went ahead and f**king left i go to sleep every night and I just lay there staring at the roof wish you were here and you were laying in my f**king bed why did you just f**king leave me? you did that sh** like it was easy? it's so absurd I'm just tossing and turning while my heart is burning to pieces I'm not improving at all and i don't know if i love you or hate that you ain't here right now can't believe you took your life and then you went and disappeared right now cause you f**king left me i hate you so much cause you f**king left me i keep calling your phone but you won't pick up at least i expect you to text me? why'd you have to make me go and fall for you? why'd you have to go and make me drop the walls for you? why'd you have to make me love your smile? your pretty eyes? your smell? f**k. i loved all of you. but right now at the same time I hate you and at the same time I wish I'd replaced you. but tell me how do you replace the only person on this planet that you can relate to you match up your bag with your purse you match up your heels with your skirt. Damn. but why was it so hard to match up your actions with your words i don't wanna die alone (4) i guess that they don't wanna see me win but when they need me they pretend i don't wanna die alone (2) i need you back Brodie yeah i know you f**ked up from your past homie but you gotta learn shame coming back homie yeah I know that sh** hurts but it's fact homie and i know it's difficult to react homie because nobody understands feeling damn lonely you just wanna grab a 45, you don't wanna be alive, put that motherf**ker to your brain commit suicide. yeah i know that sh** cuts deep trying to hide all your pain but the blood seeps trust me I've been there I've been scared. it's so hard to move on and breath air but i couldn't run away i knew i had the purpose to live another day know she wanna see me with a smile on my face know she wouldn't wanna see ny smile be replaced. I'm telling you because I care for you and right now you feel like no ones there for you . but i am, and i don't wanna see you like this i don't wanna see you give up and let your life slip. you got so much to live for you got a gift homie, something they would k** for and got a family and people that look up to you and what about her? the one that was in love with you? you think she'd want to see you like this? f**k no, she want you to fight this. all she ever wanted for you was happiness so you gotta be strong and move past this sh**. don't you dare f**king give up be strong homie, please pick your chin up i be there for you don't you forget that she's gone now and you've got to accept that i don't wanna die alone (4) i guess that they don't wanna see me win but when they need me they pretend i don't wanna die alone (2)