I've got a lotta people comin' to me and talkin'
So many names and voices
But mine is always lost and forgotten
It feels like I’m always lettin' my people down
And takin' too many losses
Has me lockin' myself in a coffin
Why's this happenin' so often?
They say that they see no improvement
And I don’t understand how
Yeah, I've been selfish and stuck in my old ways
I can’t even form an expression, on my face
I know they just wanna see better in me
Until I see it on my own
I’ll just leave it all up to destiny
I probably shouldn’t doubt myself so much
And I don’t want this crutch
The last few years haven’t been the best but
At least I’m tryin to build myself up
Yeah
I tried to make a difference but only made mistakes
I'm tryin' to feel at home, but only feelin displaced
I’m not alone inside of my head
I think I’m goin insane
Yeah
I think I’m going insane
Yeah
Right now I just need some real friends and the fam
But all I've got is fake friends and I’m a bro-ken man
Who's life has a broken plan
How can I feel so alone but be surrounded by so many devils?
I need my head set straight, on so many levels
Everyday it’s just the same ol' thing
Just wishin it would all go away
Yeah
Just so far away
Yeah
So far away
Yeah...
Have you ever tried so hard, that you just can’t do it?
Every time you stand you keep on losin?
And every time you wake you’re bruisin?
Then everyone says that you just need to keep on movin
Have you ever cried to the point that you can't see?
Have you ever cut to the point where you no longer bleed?
Help is all that I really need
But nobody cares and they let you, fall to your knees
Nobody can look into your eyes and see the pain
Nobody can see your ag-o-ny through the rain
Has anyone ever asked you how you’re doin
And all you say is that you’re just okay?
Your eyes get drenched and tears fall down your face
Probably thinkin that you won’t find your place
But the strength's inside you
So dont let it all go to waste
Yeah
I tried to make a difference but only made mistakes
I'm tryin' to feel at home, but only feelin displaced
I’m not alone inside of my head
I think I’m goin insane
Yeah
I think I’m going insane
Yeah
Right now I just need some real friends and the fam
But all I've got is fake friends and I’m a bro-ken man
Who's life has a broken plan
How can I feel so alone but be surrounded by so many devils?
I need my head set straight, on so many levels
Everyday it’s just the same ol' thing
Just wishin it would all go away
Yeah
Just so far away
Yeah
So far away
Yeah...