AWisePoet - The Grind lyrics

I've got a lotta people comin' to me and talkin' So many names and voices But mine is always lost and forgotten It feels like I’m always lettin' my people down And takin' too many losses Has me lockin' myself in a coffin Why's this happenin' so often? They say that they see no improvement And I don’t understand how Yeah, I've been selfish and stuck in my old ways I can’t even form an expression, on my face I know they just wanna see better in me Until I see it on my own I’ll just leave it all up to destiny I probably shouldn’t doubt myself so much And I don’t want this crutch The last few years haven’t been the best but At least I’m tryin to build myself up Yeah I tried to make a difference but only made mistakes I'm tryin' to feel at home, but only feelin displaced I’m not alone inside of my head I think I’m goin insane Yeah I think I’m going insane Yeah Right now I just need some real friends and the fam But all I've got is fake friends and I’m a bro-ken man Who's life has a broken plan How can I feel so alone but be surrounded by so many devils? I need my head set straight, on so many levels Everyday it’s just the same ol' thing Just wishin it would all go away Yeah Just so far away Yeah So far away Yeah... Have you ever tried so hard, that you just can’t do it? Every time you stand you keep on losin? And every time you wake you’re bruisin? Then everyone says that you just need to keep on movin Have you ever cried to the point that you can't see? Have you ever cut to the point where you no longer bleed? Help is all that I really need But nobody cares and they let you, fall to your knees Nobody can look into your eyes and see the pain Nobody can see your ag-o-ny through the rain Has anyone ever asked you how you’re doin And all you say is that you’re just okay? Your eyes get drenched and tears fall down your face Probably thinkin that you won’t find your place But the strength's inside you So dont let it all go to waste Yeah I tried to make a difference but only made mistakes I'm tryin' to feel at home, but only feelin displaced I’m not alone inside of my head I think I’m goin insane Yeah I think I’m going insane Yeah Right now I just need some real friends and the fam But all I've got is fake friends and I’m a bro-ken man Who's life has a broken plan How can I feel so alone but be surrounded by so many devils? I need my head set straight, on so many levels Everyday it’s just the same ol' thing Just wishin it would all go away Yeah Just so far away Yeah So far away Yeah...