[Intro]
"Now, I'm sure many of you in this room have experienced this in some form. You must know how uncanny it is to suddenly be thrown out of the normal course of your life. (Let's go)
And you'll think: what was I doing?
(I don't know)
What was I doing?
[Verse 1]
I don't know why I think of you when I hear this song
Make me feel that beat gotta express my wrongs
Express my thoughts
Cuz' nobody coming up to me, asking how I feel well imma tell you
Imma tell you, real straight up
Had me feeling real blue from the dumps I came up
Throw away my shame out, rearrange the game up
Game plan lead me south, bird from the flock helped me up
My crush was my crutch
The way we fell together was like the basket and the ball so clutch
Goddess as such, defibrillator reviver
My girl so hot sometimes I need a f**ing visor
Haha, uhn, fly her out to Cali
Got her by the pool being cool in the valley and
This ain't a front nor a stunt nor a pair of rhymes
Just me on my flex sh** hit the gym sometimes
She a lot more than nothing
You know i feel sorry it's just i'm going through something
Yeah I'm going through something
Said
I'm going through something
[Verse 2]
I dress kinda different now you peeping from your eye corner
Heard you know I'm Bi-Polar, every night I cry bolder
Real G's reveal timidities
Vulnerabilities, no I don't pretend to be
Nobody else but the kid my parents raised
Arthur Rimbaud I praised, he got me through the apparent phase
Of depression, almost squeezed the Smith and Wesson
Recognized in the sky someone up there blessing me
I miss my grandmothers oh so much
Oh too much don't even know the half of it
I'm making to many point's you couldn't make a graph of it
Y'all really don't get it, don't get it
Try to put in words but the words won't fit it, won't fit it
Why the frog ribbit frog ribbit
Like I love my Pops I dun' try to write you a letter
Couldn't pull myself together, put the draft in the shredder
Something bout' recording takes the life out of words
I dun' teared up writing this sh**
So now I just recite this sh**
Know it was true for a second maybe rewrite this sh**
You know I like this sh**
Tryna get you to bite this sh**
It's all good
[Chorus]
I know I got my issues baby I just ask you to love me like you do
Love me like you do
(x2)
Love me till' you're through, Love me till' you're through
Do this sh** for you, anything I do
I know you got me on lock
Is Antonym gon' pop?