Antonym - Is He Gon' Pop lyrics

[Intro] "Now, I'm sure many of you in this room have experienced this in some form. You must know how uncanny it is to suddenly be thrown out of the normal course of your life. (Let's go) And you'll think: what was I doing? (I don't know) What was I doing? [Verse 1] I don't know why I think of you when I hear this song Make me feel that beat gotta express my wrongs Express my thoughts Cuz' nobody coming up to me, asking how I feel well imma tell you Imma tell you, real straight up Had me feeling real blue from the dumps I came up Throw away my shame out, rearrange the game up Game plan lead me south, bird from the flock helped me up My crush was my crutch The way we fell together was like the basket and the ball so clutch Goddess as such, defibrillator reviver My girl so hot sometimes I need a f**ing visor Haha, uhn, fly her out to Cali Got her by the pool being cool in the valley and This ain't a front nor a stunt nor a pair of rhymes Just me on my flex sh** hit the gym sometimes She a lot more than nothing You know i feel sorry it's just i'm going through something Yeah I'm going through something Said I'm going through something [Verse 2] I dress kinda different now you peeping from your eye corner Heard you know I'm Bi-Polar, every night I cry bolder Real G's reveal timidities Vulnerabilities, no I don't pretend to be Nobody else but the kid my parents raised Arthur Rimbaud I praised, he got me through the apparent phase Of depression, almost squeezed the Smith and Wesson Recognized in the sky someone up there blessing me I miss my grandmothers oh so much Oh too much don't even know the half of it I'm making to many point's you couldn't make a graph of it Y'all really don't get it, don't get it Try to put in words but the words won't fit it, won't fit it Why the frog ribbit frog ribbit Like I love my Pops I dun' try to write you a letter Couldn't pull myself together, put the draft in the shredder Something bout' recording takes the life out of words I dun' teared up writing this sh** So now I just recite this sh** Know it was true for a second maybe rewrite this sh** You know I like this sh** Tryna get you to bite this sh** It's all good [Chorus] I know I got my issues baby I just ask you to love me like you do Love me like you do (x2) Love me till' you're through, Love me till' you're through Do this sh** for you, anything I do I know you got me on lock Is Antonym gon' pop?