They wanna know where it all comes from, let me tell you:
At 5 my mom's getting shot at by pops
Age 6 my brother got k**ed by the cops
7 years old, went out to the West Coast
Chilling with the crips, inhaling the sess smoke
8 years old, I shot my first gun
I was 9 the first time I robbed someone
Age 10, Ma moved into the 'jects
By 11 I was wildin' out for respect
12 years old, committing mad crime
13, I got locked up for the first time
Skipping school, selling weed, everbody knows
By the age of 14, I didn't even have to go
15, granddad in his grave, I seen him every day
16, my brother died from AIDS
17 years old, seen so many funerals
An early grave doesn't seem so unusual
The violence: got me stuck, sick in the head
Sometimes I don't know if I'm living or dead
The violence: it's twisted but it's all I know
Turned into a man that they call psycho
5 years old, got molested by the babysitter
6 years old, watching smut and p**n pictures
7 years old, I was humping at recess
Fell in love at 9, first look took a deep breath
4 years later, started dating the girl
She f**ed my best friend, annihilated my world
At 14, I was getting girls like what
Busted a nut, at 15 I knew how to f**
At 16 I started hating on these ho's for sure
17 hitting strippers and more coke who*es
Age of 19, started pimping my shorty
Just for extra cash for the skama and the 40's
22 years old, I'm banging a madam
Living in her crib when her husband got bagged son
27 when I met the woman I love
The perfect marriage: a good girl stuck with a thug
Sex: got me stuck, sick in the head
Sometimes I don't know if I'm living or dead
Sex: it's twisted but it's all I know
Turned into a man that they call psycho
At the age of 5, pops started giving me beers
6 years old, I couldn't wait for him to get here
7 years old, taking more than just sips
By 8, I was really swigging the sh**
Smoked for the first time by the age of 9
3 years later, I was always high
Age 14, certified alcoholic
Mom's so scared, she used to buy me all of it
Smoking weed in the crib, cigarette habit
16, I was a half an ounce a day addict
17, I tried h**n but didn't like it
Quit smoking weed, started sniffing on the white sh**
Mushrooms and acid, 2 pills a day of ecstasy
Now I have a disease without a remedy
Went from marijuana, c**aine, and Hennessy
To getting high from crushing all my enemies
Drugs: got me stuck, sick in the head
Sometimes I don't know if I'm living or dead
Drugs: it's twisted but it's all I know
Turned into a man that they call psycho
Nobody understands me, wonder where my insanity comes from
Well here it is, take it how you wanna take it