Amadeus The Stampede - Psycho lyrics

They wanna know where it all comes from, let me tell you: At 5 my mom's getting shot at by pops Age 6 my brother got k**ed by the cops 7 years old, went out to the West Coast Chilling with the crips, inhaling the sess smoke 8 years old, I shot my first gun I was 9 the first time I robbed someone Age 10, Ma moved into the 'jects By 11 I was wildin' out for respect 12 years old, committing mad crime 13, I got locked up for the first time Skipping school, selling weed, everbody knows By the age of 14, I didn't even have to go 15, granddad in his grave, I seen him every day 16, my brother died from AIDS 17 years old, seen so many funerals An early grave doesn't seem so unusual The violence: got me stuck, sick in the head Sometimes I don't know if I'm living or dead The violence: it's twisted but it's all I know Turned into a man that they call psycho 5 years old, got molested by the babysitter 6 years old, watching smut and p**n pictures 7 years old, I was humping at recess Fell in love at 9, first look took a deep breath 4 years later, started dating the girl She f**ed my best friend, annihilated my world At 14, I was getting girls like what Busted a nut, at 15 I knew how to f** At 16 I started hating on these ho's for sure 17 hitting strippers and more coke who*es Age of 19, started pimping my shorty Just for extra cash for the skama and the 40's 22 years old, I'm banging a madam Living in her crib when her husband got bagged son 27 when I met the woman I love The perfect marriage: a good girl stuck with a thug Sex: got me stuck, sick in the head Sometimes I don't know if I'm living or dead Sex: it's twisted but it's all I know Turned into a man that they call psycho At the age of 5, pops started giving me beers 6 years old, I couldn't wait for him to get here 7 years old, taking more than just sips By 8, I was really swigging the sh** Smoked for the first time by the age of 9 3 years later, I was always high Age 14, certified alcoholic Mom's so scared, she used to buy me all of it Smoking weed in the crib, cigarette habit 16, I was a half an ounce a day addict 17, I tried h**n but didn't like it Quit smoking weed, started sniffing on the white sh** Mushrooms and acid, 2 pills a day of ecstasy Now I have a disease without a remedy Went from marijuana, c**aine, and Hennessy To getting high from crushing all my enemies Drugs: got me stuck, sick in the head Sometimes I don't know if I'm living or dead Drugs: it's twisted but it's all I know Turned into a man that they call psycho Nobody understands me, wonder where my insanity comes from Well here it is, take it how you wanna take it